Dreams of Decay/ Understanding the Selfish Human Mind

I don't understand how some people have ambitions but they fail to pull through it and then pretend as if nothing happened or just keep quiet and let whatever they have started to just rot.

I don't understand when a person wishes to do something with much hope but when someone else comes in the picture they slide and allow their dreams to be woven into a different direction by the intruder.

I don't understand how a person can give instructions to others to follow but don't follow themselves or how that person who holds a high position allow a close-one-eye attitude towards the things that are happening around them or under them. And then continue to smile and pretend nothing is happening when there is a problem. How can the person just cover up something with their shadow?

I don't understand how some people are not sensitive to the things that are happening around them, slowly rotting and becoming dust or becoming a problem but are extremely sensitive to the words of another telling them what they are doing is wrong. They listen but they then don't do anything about it. Is it denial or they just don't care?

I don't understand why people complain so much about another person and the way that person is doing things but the people who complain are not contributing to the betterment of the whole. They just sit there and be backbench spectators and then when asked if there is a problem they can say no. And when somebody does something about the problem the rest just won't move their asses to help or support and then can say that the person who is doing something about it is being arrogant or trying to act hero.

There are a lot more things I want to say but it's so overwhelming I cannot think anymore.

I don't understand the human behaviour. I don't understand the humans who strive to have a better life when they aren't doing anything to make the things around them better for themselves or on the whole. I don't understand how humans have now come to a point where self-centredness and selfishness is the key factor to survival and the fight for their happiness. I don't understand why humans cannot speak up when they have a problem but just sit back and grumble after.

I don't understand why I am saying all these and I too am not doing anything or able do anything about them.

Why? What kind of world/ community are we living in? How did we come to this level?

And you know what? I can also be doing all the above so that I can survive from being a victim of theirs too.

How ironic.