This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope no love no glory
No happy ending
Have you ever in you life felt that you have tried to do something to make somebody happy but end up making them feeling the opposite?
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
Thought that you would feel more justified that by thinking that nothing went wrong and wake up the next day fresh?
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
And then you realise that the feeling won't go away. It haunts you like guilt haunts those who know they have done wrong
This is the hardest story
That I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
You think of that person at the moment of wake and the at the start of rest. You feel strange.
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
You feel happy and smile to yourself when you think of their thoughts.
2 o'clock in the morning,something's on my mind
Can't get no rest, keep walkin' around
You feel sad when you don't see them and you tell yourself that you have no right to ask why.
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
You feel that you want to do as much as you can with many excuses just so that you can hear their voices to settle the unrest in your heart.
A little bit of love, little bit of love
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
And then you go and do something out of the usual and got caught in the midst of selfishness and justifying it as part of trying to get what you want that is to see that person, not thinking the consequence.
This is the hardest story
That I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
And when you see the person you want to see most with their eyes full of detest and anger even hate, you feel a pang of pain in your chest.
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
You feel shock and disbelief. That the person whom you thought could be the most beautiful in the world suddenly turns against you. And you feel alone.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending
You realise that at the end of the day you no longer know yourself. You feel you really are, on your own.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending
And you find that it is perhaps, just a one sided conversation with yourself, no more no less.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever
To live the rest of our life,
But not together
1 comment:
couldn't have said it any better myself!
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