This morning I received an sms from my boss. She had a miscarriage it seems.
Too bad. But in actual fact, she "terminated" the foetus. Why?
Well, it was detected that her baby had 1) Turner's Syndrome, and 2) Half a heart. So sad.
Turner's Syndrome
A condition where in a human body the genes are made of chromosomes XX for female and XY for male. In this case, the female gene only has 1 X chromosome so it makes up X0 or X zero. This means the female will not be a complete female. Kind of tomboyish physically and has the tendency not to grow out of being like a young girl. They will not be able to experience the fullness of being a woman ie the menses and bearing children. Lay man terms this. Still not as bad. They can still leave as a normal person. Whereas,
Half a heart
The little baby has a whole right heart but only a quarter of a left heart. Therefore, the right heart was exposed. I guess that's where the term hole in a heart comes from? Got to check that out. Anyway, sigh.
Thus, my boss decided not to allow the baby to suffer. I'm trying to put it in a nice way. So difficult. Feels sad. Wouldn't you?
There are people out there getting unwanted pregnancies and giving babies away and some even abandoning them to die. And here is my friend having to contemplate whether to keep the baby or not let it come into the world. Sigh.
So to my boss C*****, may the LORD bless you and keep you. Though you are a non-believer I pray that He, the LORD and Saviour will keep you from your pain and sorrow. I pray that His hands will take yours and walk with you to keep you comforted and in support for the days to come. And in my prayer, as I have prayed before also, that you may come into His world and find the truth and the way in Him. I pray that in your search for peace and contentment you seek with all your heart the real joy giver and Prince of Peace. As you have mentioned to me before that you find peace in listening to Christian songs and hymns, I pray that you will understand why the songs are such. I pray that in those songs that you listen to, your heart will understand the reason behind all the praise and the words that speak of His name. I pray that in this heartache you will find Jesus as your friend and your provider. I pray that you will receive blessings from people around you and that it will lead you to Him. I pray that in this holiday season you will find the true meaning of Christmas and how in death comes life. I pray that in this time where burden is on your shoulders you will have courage and strength and most of all serenity in making your decision. I pray also that what you have felt all along is real and that feeling is Jesus by your side. Forever and ever be the glory, to Him who died on the cross for us, in Jesus' name, Amen.
P/S: I had a vision some time ago while praying, that an angel was using it's wings to hold you/ shield you. The Angel looked somewhat like you, the hair and the face but she had long wavy hair instead. You had a sad face yet somewhat contented. You were carrying a baby but the baby was faded. Also the Angel had only 1 wing. The wing was large and could cover you whole. I did not understand at first. But now I believe that in all the circumstances that follow perhaps the LORD had a plan for you. Though, you are unable to fulfill your wish to keep the baby that you have tried saving the first time, the LORD is just. Perhaps the baby that is now gone from you shall now be an Angel for God. As the baby also has only half a heart, which is missing its left heart, the Angel that was protecting you had a large left wing. The LORD is good. For everything is made beautiful in His time, setting eternity in the heart of men that cannot be fathom from beginning to end. My adaptation from a verse in Ecclesiates 3:11 (don't remember the exact words :P). Something like that.
To the little angel with 1 wing: take care of your mummy okay?
1 comment:
So sad for ur boss..
Sob sob...='(
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